October 15th

Today is pregnancy and infant loss awareness day.

A year ago the end of August I lost my third little baby. I still to this day, think of what that little baby would have looked like. Would I finally have a baby that had my looks, maybe my green eyes instead of daddy's brown ones. Would it be a boy or girl? I'm fairly certain it was another little boy, a little brother for Ty to love on, and play trains and cars with. A little baby for Storie to touch and watch grow. A little baby that if it were here would be almost 6 months old right now, maybe starting to crawl, and trying baby food for the first time. Oh how my life would be different with a third little one added in.

Today we just remember all the babies that we have lost.