Thursday, June 3, 2010

babies babies babies...

Okay I guess it is fair to say that I have baby fever, well maybe not baby fever cause technically I still have a baby, but pregnancy fever. What is wrong with me?!?! Storie is going on 7 months and I want to be pregnant again so badly it's ridiculous!
I can't help it though, call me crazy, but I LOVE being pregnant. love Love LOVE it! I love everything about it:
missing your first period
getting butterflies waiting for the lines to show up
dancing around with the positive stick in your hand
looking up names
hearing the heartbeat
having your stomach grow
finding out the sex
feeling the kicks, rolls, and hiccups
getting anxious for labor
going into labor
and than having this beautiful baby to hold forever.

It's all amazing, I am going to say this is one of God's greatest inventions! How a baby grows in a mother's stomach and is born, it's so awesome, it's crazy!

I have always wanted to be a mother. ALWAYS. Everyone is school would say lawyer, doctor, teacher, not me I never wanted to be anything other than a mom. I LOVE what I do. Here recently my good friend Jenny just graduated college, as did a lot of other people I went to HS with, but it has not bothered me in the slightest that I could have been there graduating right along with them. I'm so happy for them, but I feel like I have been blessed with so much more!

If Jake would let me, I would love to have 5 children, but he won't so I'll have to settle for having one more.....maybe it'll be twins. :D

anyways....everywhere I look there is pregnant ladies, huge bellies, bellies that are just starting to grow. It makes me insanely jealous! Maybe I should really look into becoming a surrogate.


anyways...a lot has happened since my last post. Storie is crawling, sitting up from crawling position, sitting unassisted, and we started cereal yesterday for the first time. I'll post pictures eventually. Tonight we are trying peas!! woohoo! We went home to watch Hannah graduate HS. I can not believe that we have all graduated, seems so unreal. We're all adults now. crazy. I'll have to post pictures from home too. Other than that, same ole same ole. It's already June! It has gone by so fast! Where is all this time going.......
girls night this saturday! woop woop. gotta mention that to Jake still. ;)

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